Kesombongan

Aku pernah ikut serta dalam melawan penguasa udara
Tapi karena kesombongan aku jatuh
Aku bangkit karena telah berjanji untuk tidak menyerah
Dan sekali lagi aku jatuh karena kesombonganku

Aku diberi penglihatan-penglihatan
Aku jatuh karena menjadi sombong
Aku bangkit, mencoba untuk mendaki
Sekali lagi aku jatuh karena kesombonganku

Kini aku berjaga-jaga, menyelidiki diriku, menahan emosiku
Supaya aku tidak terjatuh lagi dalam kesombonganku
Semoga YAHUSHUA HA MASHIACH mengingatkanku ketika kesombongan itu datang menyerang

An awfull acts and way of think of me

On this couple days, i made a really huge mistake. Dirty thought get closer to my mind. Do i hate myself? Yes indeed. Do i repent and leave the sin? Yes, i love to and will do it.

No matter what is the excuse, i shouldn't just follow it. I should be run the Word of Truth. Not proud to myself.

Hoping for the rest of my life, am never do the same thing again.

Back to the FIRST LOVE

When we hear about first love, it cross on our mind that its about someone that in the past or recently we love. Is it our boyfriend, girlfriend, husband or wife. Well, it isn't wrong. But what i trying to say here is my LOVE, JESUS CHRIST.

My whole life since i'm in kindergarten, the perception about love is really got blinded by the world. It is not that we cannot love other with different sex, in this case i do can love a man and claim him to become my boyfriend. But LOVE is have a really deeper meaning than showing our attention, our romance, our love with gift etc.

If you want, try to take a time to think, to evaluate, what LOVE really is. According to the Bible, LOVE is the biggest one among Faith and Hope (1 Corinthians 13 verse 13). While in King James version using the word Charity. Okay, not trying to make you all confuse. But charity, for me, is doin something nice with genuine, pure, sincere heart to everyone around us no matter how bad they done to us. It same with LOVE.

When we love someone, right away we will try so hard to know what is he/her favourite food or movies or books, etc. We will collect all the information from other about the person. What we forget here is to take a wisdom so we can use the break before we go into deep.

Maybe some of you already read 'I kissed dating GOODBYE' and 'Boy meets Girl' by Joshua Harris (not trying to promote the books). Those are good books. I love when i read the first book. There i can finally understand. To love someone, we have to be patient, not make the person become our center of life, we have to be more wise with our feeling. For love is more than a feeling. It's a commitment.

From here i have been thinking alot. When i said 'i love YOU, JESUS CHRIST', is it my pure attention? Am i be honest with my feeling? Or i just depend on what i'm feeling? Am i trust HIM all time? Cause love need also a trust from us.

I do love GOD. When first time i surrender my life to follow Him, everything is okay. Even i do sometimes done some sin. But slowly but sure it changes. I become more patient. I become gentle. I become concern with other. When i falling in love for the first time with Him, i will spending many of my time to talk with Him.

And now. . . . It already 11st years. Many things happened. A few time GOD like asking me to go back to my first love. But it is different now. Cause now, the first love meaning here up to the new level. Which is more time with HIM, in the middle of my activities. More patient, for we will meet other that have so different character. More honest. More love. More wise in, asking GOD before, taking a decission. Forgive more.

For HE want us to take next level of Faith, Hope and Love in Him, to become His beautiful bride.

Halelujah. . . .
Amen.

Why should debate

Just read comments of an posting in one of the groups i joined in my facebook. It is sad to see them arguing, while actually the other comments is right also for me. It is sad for sure... For it will be like you fight with yoir own sibblings.
Really wanna say something or comment something. But i can't.
It is hard to become.the middle man. Cause you have to be the netral side. Can't take one side.
Anyway. . . . Love is peace

"Ampunilah kesalahan kami seperti kami mengampuni orang yang bersalah kepada kami"

Lil heart of mine

No matter how hard ma parents hurt me through my soul, i can't hate them for a long time.

Let His kingdom come

Recently, many, many saints, sons and daughters of God shout out that the end is near, the Rapture is about to happen. My opinion about that? I'm agree. As we read on the Holy Bible, at book of Revelation, it said, there gonna be earthquake, and another nature disaster. Well it happen, remember what happen to Japan, and some other place, such as in America continent? It is one of it signs. Like it or not it did happen. But the Holy Bible also said, it only the beginning and it can't compare with what would happen later. A great tribulation that any human never imagine.

Soon it is gonna happen world war III. Am i pray for that? Absolutely NO! But ALL OF IT WILL HAPPEN AND HAS TO BE HAPPEN! Why? Because it is the privilege of the LORD. Nowadays the world become mean and cruel one at the time. If you follow the world than be ready to become the enemy of the Lord.

Many people didn't realize, that the Anti-Christ follower already blow their trumpets through movies and even reality show. May be you, whose accidentally read this article, will say "Yeah, i know about that crap, and i don't care." Well, it is up to you. But let me telling ya like or not, slowly but sure, they will start controlling your life. For example, American Idol. Many of the people watch it, and idolizing them. Idolizing.... It is the new shape of Idolatry... It is not anymore human worshiping statute or a rock or a tree, but human start worshiping human. Also they already tell the world what would happen in the future. Just say movie such as 28 weeks later or any kind of zombie movies. It's devil tools to say, "Hey, when i take offer your life you will become a zombie that controlled by me." How many of you, after seeing an advertisement on TV go to supermarket or to the store or pickup the phone to buy a thing that actually you didn't need it???

If you didn't care which way you wanna go between Heaven and Hell, or maybe you didn't trust that Heaven and Hell is real, than i just and will say REPENT ya all! I'm not telling this because i'm saint or free from sin. For the truth.... sometimes i fall in the same hole. But i'm not letting myself stay in that hole. I will cry out to the Lord, my Father, Abba Father, to help me out of that hole. And after He took me out, i will start again to chase Him. I'm start to seek His face. I'm start all over again to become like Maria that seated to hear the words of life that came out from Jesus Christ's mouth.

It's true what King David said in psalm, better to spending time just one day in God's presence than spending time 1000 days in the world. And it's true all the words in the Holy Bible is true. It's not a story, it isn't a tale, it isn't just a book, but it is the Word of Truth.

Let Your kingdom come o mighty God