Simple question with difficult answer

Some one asking me tonight a simple question: Why i have to lock the door while i already lock the gate? Actually it's a simple answer, but i found that it hard to answer it. I try to answered my best. But still i'm not satisfied with my very-suddenly-own answer.

Unsatisfied is a human nature. Either it's big or small, the unsatisfied is still an unsatisfied.

No matter how much many we spend to get the satisfy feeling, but still we cannot get it. Why? Because nothing in this world can satisfy us. Just like the answer that i gave to person, i can either find the satisfy feelin in it.

Vause the way i and other thinking is different and unperfect. It will always be like that. Unless, if we try to ask the ONE who created us. I believe when we come to YESHUA HAMASIACH, JESUS CHRIST we surely will find the satisfy.

If anyone read this posting and not agree with me, it's okay. Cause more-like i said before, the way of thinking of each of us is different to one and another and it is not perfect yet. Only YHWH, JESUS CHRIST and HOLY SPIRIT is the perfect one.

Halelujah!!!

Some area in couple place around the world is covered with water. That what i saw on the news on TV. While the other part of the world still wait until the snow melt down. Because according the weather science it near spring right now. While here in the town i live for almost ten years, the weather a lil bit hot.

And i wonder is this all because the effect of global warming or this the sign that the world will be end in near time where the human being doesn't know the precisely when it gonna happen.

Agree or not, we all take part in destroying the environment. That also including me. Sitting in my room, i look surround me and all i can see is, there is a lot of plastic bag and box to as a storage of my books and several things. But i have a rational reason for that. I just move in to my new room, that place in second floor. And my room right now really in not good landscape place. It's not a dream bedroom, but at least i have it for my own.

Okay back on the topic. Besides the plastic bags, box that made from paper, i also have lot of copy paper that contain my subject of study that i keep for several years. This kind situation made me a lil confused, stressed, and of course think hard to find the best conclusion of this matter. And we also actually should unite to make a better earth. And that's not just for ourselves but for our next generation. Even, there seems that the armagedon feels to be really close, but at least before it happen, we have something for our next generation. Not just a capitalism life style or the hedonism life style, or some fashion life style, but also a breathable home to live. A life to be love, a wonderful hope to make earth as a better place to spend our lives before we become ashes again.

There's still a hope for the next generation when we dare to take a small step to keep the earth save. The destiny of our next generation surely in mine and your hands.

18.02.10

Bright hot night. Can't get into bed, since i took a lil long nap this afternoon. Whole day i do much thing, and watch also hear some shocking news. Start from how easy a mother sold her children just for pay a give-birth-fee. Also some fighting between students of two faculties in Makassar. And of course bout some corruption news. Two from two main news today connected with money. It was sadness that there still people need more attention from the government while the other problem not solve yet. I can't said much, because me, myself still wanna figure out how to solve my own problem.

About the fight, i think it shouldn't happen. According to me when you go to the same university, even you study in different faculty, you are brother and sisters. So it's kind of regret that i have in my heart and my mind as a student. I know sometimes even sisters of brothers fight each other. But all that happen because they not grown up yet. So the question here, Are the students fully grown-up? Are the mature people really mature in day life? If they do, we do, how can we know we are really mature in mental and mind? what is the real measurement of it?